I've been depressed lately, as in the past couple months and I'm sorry to every one I should be getting back to. I'm just tired of things that I feel like I've been working on for so long that just don't get resolved. I know for sure I need to get out more and do more living and less dwelling on what I could of done in the past or what some one has done to me. I'm just being stupid and relying on emotional pacifiers like food and hours transfixed on single drawings when I could be doing something that would make me more confidant outside of my house, even if it is just a short walk.

I don't expect many people to understand especially when I'm just getting to the point where I do.